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Ig awâer waya...

Ass mi ţmuquleγ, ţwaliγ. Degw allaγ-iw ur senwiγ ahat ad yas waya. Neγ kra yellan ad ibedel, ad yuγal wis d acut. Ger w allen-iw kra iy d iţbinen ur yelli wayen it yifen, ha d aggur, d igeni neγ ţamurt deg-i yesgwet yemγi. Tideţ, segwten yemγan ur yelli yiwen w ala sin. Imγan, ţaken-d ula d nutni imγan. Ayen ur nwiγ ad yili d akken ad yas w ass akem ţwaliγ akken telliđ ass-ayi. Tezgiđ teţakeđ-d tiżeŧ, kem s yiman-im ţwaliγ kem tugaređ anecten. Tezgiđ teţakeđ leħmala, ţwaliγ leħmala n dunit tefγed akw deg admaren-im. Ţwaliγ, ţwaliγ… ţmuquleγ, amek id neweđ γer dayi, tideţ ma muqleγ cwiŧ ar deffir żriγt ur teţuγ ur-ay iţak w ul-iw ad âeddiγ γef ayen, fiħel ma mektaγ-d kra d yellan d wayen yernan. Mi yezgiγ tama, âudeγ iman-iw am nek am wiyađ, γas wiyađ yiwen ur d yezga din.

Afrux, lawan deg-ara yesers timelalin-is ad yebrek felasent, as tifk azγal neγ leħmu is-t-id yewwin akken alma frurxen-d yegđađ. S cwiŧ ar cwiŧ agđiđ, babatsen d yemma tsen zgan s rħil ţ-ţaγwalin ţawind tuččit, skarayen-d ula d nutni tarwa id sefrurxen.  Kan akken, s cwiŧ ar cwiŧ, lâac ffi âeţben imawlan, s cwiŧ ar cwiŧ yeţegwray-ed d ilem, kra win yellan yesrafeg. Yal wa anda y ruħ, anda yesrafeg.

Ma nniγ-am-d aya, ur yelli ala nutni ig srafgen, akken d nella nesrafeg, imi aya yezga. Tezga tlalit γer tudert, yezga rħil yeţawin yal wa sani. D acu, am akken yenna weγrim, iwalaţ ula d neţţa, ass ffi tella ar tamas, taâkukef, iwalaţ ula d neţţa, ur yelli w ayen is d yeqqimen. Ţwaliγ kem ass ar wayeđ ula d kem, kra yeţbeddil deg-m, tazmert tenquqel, yewwi y-am-d im d yewwin iw akken aţ zđiđ lqed-im. Yewwi y-am-d im d yewwin iw akken ama d ifasen ama d iđaren ad bdun ad ţ neâkukufen. Hen, tiremt ar tiremt qqareγ, ayγer. Amer yiwen, amer sin ahat aţ ażay taâkwemt fallasen, teğğad tâabuŧ-im, yeğğaten uâabwuđ nsen; laż ţ-ţawant xlan tudar d iderma. Atan ţiwsiren ula d nutni, γas akken yiwen ur-am yefka laâđil; ak m iwali akken telliđ s tezmert-im yenquqlen, s w afud inem ur d negwra am akken yella tazwara. Ma meslayeγ-d fellam ur demeslayeγ γef ayeđ, ħşiγ d kem ig refden yal kra, d kem ig âemden yal kra, d kem ig zgan d lğehd, d afud, s id nbed akken nella.

 

Ur ţruγ γef yiman-iw, iw akken fellam ad ţruγ. D acu, ţwaliγ ţmuquleγ kra yellan yeţbin iy-id. I tewâer tudert i gewâer w aħnunef, i gewâer w aluy d uşubu, ig uâer win ara ţ yeččen deg tgecrar, kra yellan yewâer, wis kan ma yella segwten wid is t iţmeyizen.

Ay ul iw âeddi akkin, âeddi i tlufa. Ma bdiγ asnuzgem, ad seħsabeγ ad ţnadiγ tiwwura. Tawwurt ma tendel, amdan ma yenderkal, ig awâer waya, ig awâer wayen, aneqqar aneseħsab “ħader aγ d walin wiyađ, nekwni d at leflani w flan ccan nneγ meqwer, tara nneγ tekred wis s ansa”. La neţmermid deg tudert mremden wiyađ, iħun bab l-lemħana sarameγ am teđfer akka, ur am d yeţili w uzu t-tasa. 

 Yewâer lawan tewâer tallit deg-i neţilit, kra yellan yewâer, tażayt tesgwet, tefses i wid iţ yenumen. Ma d kunwi neγ nekwni neγ wid iγ yellan, ur neżrat d acut iγ yeţilin d acut ara γ d yilin, “Gguniγ ig guni w teras, yesersen tazzert yaâya, yeţraji lawan ad yas ad yefru w âeqa g tafa” “Gguniiγ i teguni t yemmaţ, yeţrajin tarwas addas, wa y γereb wa y cereq, rezun-d γures am y igđađ, yal wa yeţnadi ff aylas”.

Am d iniγ am desiwleγ akem-id smektiγ di lawanat sâadaγ γer tama-m, am zik am assa, uur yelli γ yellan, iγ yezdin ţafat ţ-ţiżeŧ d wussan yeţâedayen am lebraq.                                                        

Ma bedreγ-d isem-im, tugeţ ikem icban, ayγer, yiwet ar yiwet renunt ur ţenkażent, ayγer lawan deg-ara d yeγli y iđ ad qimem tecbam iqwerman, wa s yihin wayeđ s ansa nađen, ayen tuŗğam d  w ayen trebam, srafgen, yal wa s anda g ruħ dayen.                            

Tergagi tfekka, kra yellan walaγ t yeţergigi deg-m, ansa id nekker s-anid-ara ner, int-iy-id d acut uzekka, d wayeđ, anw-ara d nemyager. Mugreγ-d tiżeŧ, ufiγţ γer tama-m, mugreγ-d leħmala, tusad sγurem, im sarmeγ, im sarmaγ tugeţ l-lehna am akken tezgiđ laγ ţ-id ţakeţ.

(D Aħric seg tesgilt « Ay awal siwel γer tira muqel »  n w ass 20 Meγres 2009.)

 

Dderya tanekart

Dderya tanekart.

Meyzet neγ xaylet : yiwet n texxamt anda tafat w-wass tkečm-ed ala tama n tewwurt lawan deg-ara ţili teldi, neγ s nig n tewwurt anda gella kra w mecqiq, ma tawwurt tsekwer.

Zzit-ed s tmuγli seg tama ar tayeđ zdaxel n texxamt ayi ur necrih, aţ walim ala lħif d lqella. Γas tama tayefust yella wusu ur neţbin ara dirit, d win yessan akken iwulem. Deg tama nni d amkan n tγimit iy inan, yesburen s wegwlim beriken, anda tiγimit tezmer aţ ili telha. Sγimet babas n weqcic ur ncefu i lxir.

Ar tama n tewwurt erret adda n texwzant, zdat n w amγar teγleb tewser, yiwet n ŧabla anda id res tbaqit w-weskwaf.

 

Γas aâiwen neγ tallelt ig zmer ad ig w aqcic amezwaru w axxam, iw amγar n babas, i yemmas d w ayetmas, iruħ yeguğa iman-is; maca ur yeţruħ ara fiħel ma yesdukkel tid l-lehmum ines.

Yusad neţţa d yiwen uâesekri wesren; yesuter lebγi imawlan-is. Yesewhem babas yeγunzan ayen, ur yeğği awal qeriħen ur d yenna i mmis, win ig wala w amγar yezleg , aqcic ur naâqil babas ur nwala yemmas d w ayen d yewwi at yexdem i twacult-is.

Lxir ara sen yer d ayen w ur bnin fellas.

Iţbined g tlemast w-wannar n teklut s w udem yeqbeħ s w udem yuâren, afus-is ayefus yesulit tama n babas, sufela wqeruy ger yiwet deg yesetmas; Ibed yeħdem, ff udem-is s urefud yerfed

afus-is s lγwec yeskanay-ed leqbaħa.
Amγar meskin win iħemlen arraw-is, win ulaâmer yella win is d isxesren, yeâred ad ibed; yiwet seg yessis yellan ff tgecrar teŧfit deg cuđađ-is. Aqcic uqbiħ wumi d zzi weltmas tameqwrant, yemmas d gwmas ameżyan. Yemmas tħezqit-id ar γures, neţţa idemriţ-id s udar-is Tayemmaţ tenuγna, tejreħ, ur s tenwi as d yili w anecta. Taqcict, weltmas tegr-ed iman-is ger gwmas d babas, tayemmaţ d yessis ţnadint ad frent ayen isen d yeđran. Weltmas tâelq-ed ar icuđađ-is teqqar as : “Ay amcum d acu t xedmeđ ? Teţdemiređ deg yemmak tebγiđ aţ emgurbabeđ d babak, anez, suter asen ak qilen”.

Aqcic abestuħ yebda imeŧŧi, afus-is γef allen-is, yeħejgugel ar y iγil n gwmas ameqwran, ijebed deg-s at yesufeγ ar berra.

Deffir w anda yeqqim w amγar, ameżyan degsen yesetħa, ur iγil ad yeđru waya, tama nnađen lewhi n tewwurt aâesekri awesar yesguğan aqcic anekar, yeftel timendeffirt yewwi d webrid-is, iruħ aqeruy yerxa. Ţţuγ yiwet, di tlemast w-waya, d aqjun id yernan yug-ad yesusem yesuget arkac. 

 

Kra yellan yeţwasla, kra yellan yeţwarna, iban ur yeffir, lqerħ d lqela n tezmert n tyemmaţ, ff mis id rebba s lħif, reffu w-wamγar, cwal, amrijwet n yessi-s, imeŧŧi umeżyan, nker d leqbaħa si genker wid it id yesâan.

Meyzet iw ayen yelhan d w ayen ur nelhi, id yellan deg ta, d w ayen ara d iđefren deg tayeđ.

 

 

 

 

Yir dderya teţxeliş.

 

Aqcic iruħ ar umenuγ. Yuγaled; degw acu lawan? D lawan anda id yufa babas tefγit tudert. Kra yellan ibedel degw axxam; ţamezduγt n lħif. Ţin n lqerħ d lqella. Usu ur yelhi, amγar yeđleq sufela, tafat d ikečmen tekkat-ed ala ar w udem n win teğğa tudert. Taqcict tamezwarut teqqim anda yella yeţγama w amγar, γef udem-is liwa leħzen. Yiwen segw arrac imeżyanen yeffer udem-is deg admaren n yemmas. Yal wa amek ig sħanzew, anida yeteka. Talemast deg teqcicin ur tessaweđ aţ eŧŧef imeŧŧi-s, tezga-d ger ŧaq d wusu deg-i geđleq wemγar, tugi aţ amen d akken ur d igwri babas: tekna ar γures teţmuqulit ma ţ-id-iwali; trefd-ed iγil-is, yefγ-ed w awal meżiyen deg mis: “Baba, baba! inid ma tseled iyi-id ?” Tayemaţ tbed tama n tewwurt, tezdew ar weγwrab, ifaden-is feclen ur ţeŧŧifen, kra deg-s yeţergigi.

 

Hatan w ayen yurğan aqcic anekar. Tama n tewwurt, atan yeţaż-ed. Ađar nni si g demmer yemmas yeţwagezmas, afus yerfed γer babas yekref ur yeţemħiħid.
Yekcem, d yemmas it-id yemugren. Tesusem; maca iγalen-is yudin tama n win teğğa tudert, qarenas-d: “Muqel, atan anda ţesawđeŧ”.
Aqcic anekar, fellas yeγlid leħzen, tindemit, s w ukkim-is yekkat degw qerruy-is.

 

Ţamsirt iy babaten d derya nsen! Ur yelli d aya, yal wa as yesnuzgem, aţ iwali s w ayen s-id gelu, ad iwali lqaâ n wanecta.
Ur ħsiγ d acu i tezmer aţ eg teklut ayi γas meżiyet γef wid ig zemren as seslen aţ walin neγ as meyzen.

 

Aya d ayen yura s sin w udmawen "Diderot"; tama d ayen yewwin udem n derya tanekart, syin d udem n yir dderya amek teţxeliş deg tid ur nelhi. Qqaren imenza “ Win izerâen ađu, ara d yemger d aγwebar”. Hatan w udem deskanayen wid yeţarun, wid yeqqaren, wid γ igaren ar w annar n usnuzgem.