Tiγri n tlemżit

Yemma! Yemma! Yemma! …                                                     

Gneγ duqseγ-d, urgaγ neγ ala ? Yemma… muqleγ ar tama muqleγ ar tayeđ, zdat-iw kra ur yella. Yemma! Yi… Iđeli, mači d ass-a. Ass-a ur yeţili d azeka. Rebbi y xelq-ed yal kra, imdanen s tugeţ, ussan d w ayen it iđefren. Muqleγ iđeli timsal ufrarent banent, muqleγ ar w ass-a ufiγtent cebkent ur ufrarent.           

Tideţ, ass ffi imdanen ur sinen, ur γrin, ur fhimen, ur âad ukin, ayen id yusan d win. Ass-a yal kra yufrar, ifaf degw γerbal, tusna tzad, lâaqliya tuża-ar zdat. Waqila akken is yenna, deg inawen kan, di tillawt zik ur fhimen ara, ass-a tugariten lefhama!                                        Yemma! Baba! Muqelt-ed kan… uy d aâqilem ara…? Tideţ, imi tamuγli nwen truħ ar yiwen y idis kan? Ay assen d w ass-a, amek akken id nella. Lamer nnan-d “Ad iliγ kan seddaw n wa neγ ta”, yili sen semħeγ yal kra. Ur d ţiliγ, ur d yeţili kra felli.                               

Yenγayi wâeżer, yenγayi wjafjaf, ha ka kan ad duqseγ, ad ţrejrijeγ, ad sawaleγ, anw-ara faγ ar tama-w. Tazwara nwiγ…iman-iw am wiyađ. Lliγ-d iw akken ad iliγ. Ur ţaγwaleγ ar uteli, ula d iŧij ur-ay id iţwali. Henh… muqel aseklu neγ tejra, żżuţ terđas aγumu, amek ara s teđru ? rnuk amdan meskin.  

Si tşebħit ar tşebħit, ma yuli w ass, akken kan tafejrit, ad sleγ i şiħ degw ul, ad sleγ i siħ degw allaγ. Ass-a ziγ iwwi y id afran ger wa d wiyađ. Aya yesmekty-id… tamγart nni yesfernen amγar-is imi y as tenna: “Ay amγar fren ger snat ayi, tin ik yehwan eddmiţ: Aţ-ţemt-eđ neγ ad eğğleγ”.  

Ig awâer waya, anwa y zemren ad yeddem lmus, at iger ger y icer d weksum. Iwwi y id ad ferneγ. D acu w-wefran iyi llan ? Ad iliγ neγ ad γliγ. Ad γliγ degw telli neγ yal kra ad yendel felli. Ih… iγ d innan urâad neslat. Id yellan ur t neţwalit. Sendeg sendeg, ernu yas zit i tmes; yak yiwen uâakwaz iγ yewten. 

Ah??? Waqila tefγ-eđ iw agwris d usemiđ, tufiđ irebi aħmayan, ula d nek akken. Mac-akken i tebγan, akken it sarmeγ, it nudaγ. Sâiγ ŗuħ, sâiγ allaγ, sâiγ allen, yissent yal kra walaγt.                                

Yemma! Yamma! Yii!!! Eldi-d allen-im, muql-ed γuri, am widak am nekk, ţarwa-m ay nella; tasγart-iw meħquret, tiŧ si y deţmuqulen teraâwen neγ tederγel. Zik n zik, qqareγ-as d nekk-ay d ţmuqul. Ass-a wissen, wissen ih… anw-abrid ara kwen yawin. Ansa d kkam wis ma s tesfiqidem. Ala! Ala! D nek kan ay d âussen.  

Baba! i ziiđ y isem-ik a baba, ma muqleγ-k ma walaγ-k tifeđ itri n sbaħ a baba. Ma nniγ-ak ma ħkiγ-ak, felli yekkes yal kra. Yewâar w assen d w assa. Imi ass-a d assa, iđeli d ass yezrin. Iw zekka? Nesaram-as akw lehna.                                                         

Yemma! Yemma! S y issem id yebda yal kra. Yemma! Yemma! Anaγ si zik, afus inem d dwa. Yemma ! yemma ! tideţ, ayen tesneđ tesneŧ. Iw ayen ur tesineđ ara i wumi ameslay fellas. Yemma ! yemma ! inas, inas i baba… am nek am ayetma; ayen ran, ayen sarmen, ayen urgan wđent ass-a, akken i tesarmeγ si zik ar tura. 

Uγal deg dis, am mmi-k am yelli-k yiwet n tâabuŧ it id yurwen, ihi mlasen abrid i snin; imi ţecđen s yihin ţecđen ulla s-ansa nađen. Yemma yee, baba baa…………

                                                          (Diffusé à la radio chaine2 le:10.03.1999)

 

 

Yemma! Mère... Regard souvent tournée vers l'un au détriment de l'autre; cet autre c'est qui ? toi ma soeur; petite fille adorée tu seras haie ou ignorée en grandissant.
        ... Le DESTIN de la femme à travers le temps...